Unparalleled Parallel Worlds Collide

sometimes, things aren't what they seem

Month: June, 2011

Flood of light within the void


i am nothing but a wandering soul that dwadles and baubles about things that may or may not make sense to you. it does not matter. i only speaketh of the truth that lies within the vast crevices of the void within the light. 

others may call me a fool. others may consider to heed my words and think it twice over. pay attention —  i lay deep within you.. you only need to quiet down and listen to my silence. 

in another way i am nothing but a fool anyway. cast down by the eyes of the society that cannot comprehend my existence. they label me as evil — for things they do not understand, they call. but note that i had always been within you.. and in any case you had always avoided or ignored fearing that i might shed a light to your so loved mundane existence.

afraid of me you are… why? if it’s not so hard to ask? we had always been together — yet grew apart from the constant bickering of people who claim to understand the true path. i will dare not to ask: which is real and which is not real? you already know the answers… it has always been laid out in front of you but for whatever reason you have you had chosen to avert your eyes to another direction.

 

 

 

i only await the day you come back. the day you come home. the day you would finally come to realize: we are one, and all is one with us. good and evil are only labels. everything is all and all is everything. 

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Porcelain


I am very very much in like with you
I hope that it’s enough ’cause it’s all I can do
‘Cause you treat my skin like porcelain,
Rare and special porcelain
Even though you know I know you know
That this is not the real thing…

Oh, isn’t it enough what I’m giving to you, baby?
Oh, isn’t it enough that your kisses drive me crazy?
Oh, isn’t it enough, isn’t it enough?

I read a book like you, it says for what it’s worth
People only really get what they deserve
And I hear a voice cry out within
Relax, enjoy the porcelain
Treatment feels like liquid gold
A treasured hand for me to hold

Oh, isn’t it enough what I’m giving to you, baby?
Oh, isn’t it enough that your kisses drive me crazy?
Oh, isn’t it enough, isn’t it enough?

Porcelain, porcelain
You treat my skin like porcelain…

In the big, big scheme of things
Beyond the rare and special porcelain
Beyond the joy, joy and the dis-at-ease
Well there’s a place for me…

Porcelain, porcelain….

Sometimes I think I should say I love you too
If words are free, why can’t I spare the best for you?
‘Cause you treat my skin like porcelain
Rare and special porcelain
Even though you know I know you know
I’m cracked from all of this living

Oh, isn’t it enough what I’m giving to you, baby?
Oh, isn’t it enough that your kisses drive me crazy?
Oh, isn’t it enough that I’m checking for you, baby?
Oh, isn’t it enough that your kisses drive me crazy?
Oh, isn’t it enough, isn’t it enough?

Isn’t it enough?
Isn’t it enough?
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Decay


i am aware of how unsupportive you are. 

your spiteful musings are the bane of my existence.

yet i do not understand, why do you always impede my happiness? 

 

lahat nalang.. lahat nalang talaga. pag may gusto akong gawin para sa sarili ko at alam kong para sa ikabubuti ko, palage kang andyan para kumontra. lage mong sinasabi na makasarili ako. hindi mo ba nakikita na ikaw din? makasarili? marunong din ako magsakripisyo, ngunit hindi yun ang nakikita mo. ang nakikita mo lang ay ang mga bagay na gusto mong makita at ako nalang palagi ang may mali. 

 

gusto mo ng respeto.. ngunit nirerespeto mo din ba ko mga kagustuhan ko? 

 

pagod na ko. ngunit kelangan pa din kita pagpasensyahan. pero minsan pag umabot na sa kasukdulan, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong magalit. alam kong masama magalit. masama magtanim ng sama ng loob. alam kong madami kang ganyang “pananim”. kahet na ganun ka, pagpapasensyahan pa din kita kahet nasasaktan ako sa mga ginagawa mo sakin. hindi dahil wala akong pagpipiliian, ngunit dahil pinili kong pagpasensyahan ka. pipilitin kong patawarin ka sa abot ng aking makakaya, ayaw ko magtanim ng sama ng loob, sawa na ko sa ganung bagay. 

 

even if you wish a thorn be pierced on my side, i will still offer you a rose.

even  if you fill your own cup with regret, i will not fill the same with mine rather i would offer you a cup of forgiveness and love.

i am not perfect in my own self and neither are you. we cannot change what has been done, but we can make the most of what is too come. so in this, i offer you peace even if you cannot offer me the same. do not take it against me that i want to live my life the way i want to. this may come across to you as arrogant but my life is my own, and i have a right to live the way i see fit. i respect your wishes, but i wish you could also respect mine. i had long been chained to things that you want but do not want for myself.  please, i pray to thee, do not be blinded by your own misery by delighting in my every downfall. as much as it pains me, i do not wish you ill.

 

May the Creator grant me the strength to endure this. to forgive myself and forgive those who have hurt me.