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The Fifrildi Edda (Part 7) In between decisions


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“Have you completely lost your mind??!” Said the Caterpillar, exasperated from the thought of what She had just said.

 

“Maybe. Maybe I have and maybe I have not. But most probably if I did, that’s when I realized the true sense of freedom. I am not this painted portrait on the wall. I am not this sculpture set up on that pedestal. This is me. Theses images in the broken pieces I see before me is me. I am what I have created for myself be it evil or good. I am a product of these decisions that I had made for myself whether I chose to be aware of it or not. I cannot play a victim of what has transpired.”

“Then I take it that you’ve decided  the answer to this riddle?”

“Yes.”

She then again reads the inscription on the sand “‘To take into heart what the universe has conspired, I face the precipice of fire with a shard of ice. I plant the seed of the Frozen Dream into the raging currents of time.”

She then picks up a sliver of the broken Mirror of Dreams and sets of find the tides of bevissthetsstrøm.

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I haven’t decided on names yet >_> i’d probably need another dose of domestic drama to get the story out of my head :))

Slowly everything is falling into place.

Everything’s a rough sketch but the hazy lines would probably flow out more fluently after another epiphany. I wonder if i could ever get this story published though >_<

Frifrildi Eda (p6) – The Beginning, The Tempest and The Dark


“Where am I? It’s so dark… and so cold… I can’t see, my eyes hurt… my body hurts…”

She lays crumpled on the ashen floor, battered and bruised. A moment ago she was with company, people whom she hold dear. Laughing, talking, and bickering at the dinner table, enjoying their meal… And then, it all happened so suddenly, with just one swoop. All she remembered was that lightning struck and a tempest had swept her away.

“Hello? are you still alive?” cried a small trembling voice.

“Who’s there? Who are you? What are you? …..Where am I?….” 

She fumbled through the questions non-stop. Her head reeling in from the pain and heart beating fast startled by the small voice that greeted her.

“We are… i don’t know, we are nowhere… I don’t know how i got here either.. I’m just a tiny caterpillar, i’m afraid i’m unable to help you right now, but i could at least keep you company…”

The Lady in the grey dress started to weep in a bitter tone.. she was all dazed and confused of what had come past. Trying to make sense of everything, she grasped desperately for her mind to still. Weeping was all that her body could muster to cope up with the moment.

The night was silent, there was nothing to be seen, no stars shone in the sky, not even a moon to shed light. The wind breezes in with an icy chill, the little caterpillar huddled close to the crumpled lady on the floor for warmth.

“I hope you don’t mind… I am but a tiny, little thing and I could not protect myself from the cold.”

The lady just laid there almost lifeless, exhausted, asleep and without a care. A faint whimper escapes her lips, as if in pain, as she cradles her knees closer to her chest.

“I guess she must be real tired… I guess her mind and her heart is tired.. I shall keep you company for a while. Insignificant as I am, this is all I could offer.”

The night goes on. Nothing to be seen only the icy wind howling through the eves.

みち なき みち を あるいてく の あなたとふたりで


Loving someone else
is something I just can’t do…
but I want to be loved by someone…
Even if the same old thing kept on happening,
we won’t be able to go anywhere…
Neither you nor I…

Hey… where did God leave off to?
He has never given me a reply… always been like that.
Are you still there?

You’ll never walk alone.
I’ll go with you.
I’ll carry
any of your sins.
We walk down
this pathless road
together, you and I.

Come here.
Touch me. Kiss me.
Ravish me.
You can do that… you know?
If somebody dies
and we’ll just forget…
then I’ll believe in something more certain.

God… people claim that
people are strong.
That’s a lie.
Do you agree?

I will stay with you.
Hold me
in your arms.
Strongly.
Don’t be afraid,
everything will be fine. I’m here.

Even if your hands
are stained…
I’ll still want you
to love me.

You’ll never walk alone

You’ll never walk alone.
I’ll go with you.
I’ll carry
any of your sins.
We walk down
this pathless road
together…

I will stay with you.
Hold me
in your arms.
Strongly.
There is nothing else
I want… I just want us
to be together.

No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star. Take a Bow.


Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There’s no one here
[There’s no one here, there’s no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there’s no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don’t know who you are]

[Chorus:]
I’ve always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you’ve always known it’s true [you know it’s true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you’re breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make ’em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don’t know who you are]

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story’d go
How was I to know you’d break
[You’d break, you’d break, you’d break]
You’d break my heart

I’ve always been in love with you
[I’ve always been in love with you]
Guess you’ve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

dead on arrival


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yan lang ang nasabi ko pgkaalis mo.

nagblanko ang lahat. para akong nanonood nanaman ng sine. nakakaiyak ang exena, masakit ang mga binitawan mong salita pero sa sandaling umiyak ako’t humagulgol parang katawan ko lang ang nakaramdam ng sakit dahil para akong binaril on the spot — sa sandaling un nakahiwalay ang kaluluwa ko at pinanonood na lamang ang katawan kong nagdudusa at nakalumpasay sa semento at di manlang nararamdan ang dugong nadanak sa dibdib.

award teh, akala ko sa sine lang ang mga exenang un, di ko akalaing pwde din pala akong sumabak sa drama.

inde ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. kahet paulit ulit nagrereplay ang exena sa utak ko, walang nagsisink in sakin. ganun cguro talaga pg malalim ang sugat, kahet nabulwak pa ung dugo wala kang nararamdamang sakit kundi ung mainit na luhang naagos nlng sa mata mo. gusto m magsalita pero paisa isa lang ang lumalabas sa bibig mo tulad ng salitang “masakit”.

“tama na.”

yan ang mga huling katagang nabitawan ko bago ka umalis. sa huling sandali ikaw pa din asa isip ko. ayaw kong nasasaktan ka kahet na kasabay nun ay ang mga katagang pang iinsulto sakin ng harap harapan. ayokong pinapahrapan mo ang kalooban mo ng dahil sakin. masakit para sakin un.

siguro bukas ko pa mararamdaman ung nana nang iniwan mong sugat sakin dahil ngayon wala akong maramdaman. ang masama nito pano kung walang nana dahil nauwi bigla sa necrosis ung sugat? ewan. makatulog na nga lang muna.