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Loving someone else
is something I just can’t do…
but I want to be loved by someone…
Even if the same old thing kept on happening,
we won’t be able to go anywhere…
Neither you nor I…

Hey… where did God leave off to?
He has never given me a reply… always been like that.
Are you still there?

You’ll never walk alone.
I’ll go with you.
I’ll carry
any of your sins.
We walk down
this pathless road
together, you and I.

Come here.
Touch me. Kiss me.
Ravish me.
You can do that… you know?
If somebody dies
and we’ll just forget…
then I’ll believe in something more certain.

God… people claim that
people are strong.
That’s a lie.
Do you agree?

I will stay with you.
Hold me
in your arms.
Strongly.
Don’t be afraid,
everything will be fine. I’m here.

Even if your hands
are stained…
I’ll still want you
to love me.

You’ll never walk alone

You’ll never walk alone.
I’ll go with you.
I’ll carry
any of your sins.
We walk down
this pathless road
together…

I will stay with you.
Hold me
in your arms.
Strongly.
There is nothing else
I want… I just want us
to be together.

No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star. Take a Bow.

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There’s no one here
[There’s no one here, there’s no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there’s no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don’t know who you are]

[Chorus:]
I’ve always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you’ve always known it’s true [you know it’s true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you’re breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make ’em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you’re one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don’t know who you are]

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story’d go
How was I to know you’d break
[You’d break, you’d break, you’d break]
You’d break my heart

I’ve always been in love with you
[I’ve always been in love with you]
Guess you’ve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

[Chorus:]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

dead on arrival

“……………”

yan lang ang nasabi ko pgkaalis mo.

nagblanko ang lahat. para akong nanonood nanaman ng sine. nakakaiyak ang exena, masakit ang mga binitawan mong salita pero sa sandaling umiyak ako’t humagulgol parang katawan ko lang ang nakaramdam ng sakit dahil para akong binaril on the spot — sa sandaling un nakahiwalay ang kaluluwa ko at pinanonood na lamang ang katawan kong nagdudusa at nakalumpasay sa semento at di manlang nararamdan ang dugong nadanak sa dibdib.

award teh, akala ko sa sine lang ang mga exenang un, di ko akalaing pwde din pala akong sumabak sa drama.

inde ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. kahet paulit ulit nagrereplay ang exena sa utak ko, walang nagsisink in sakin. ganun cguro talaga pg malalim ang sugat, kahet nabulwak pa ung dugo wala kang nararamdamang sakit kundi ung mainit na luhang naagos nlng sa mata mo. gusto m magsalita pero paisa isa lang ang lumalabas sa bibig mo tulad ng salitang “masakit”.

“tama na.”

yan ang mga huling katagang nabitawan ko bago ka umalis. sa huling sandali ikaw pa din asa isip ko. ayaw kong nasasaktan ka kahet na kasabay nun ay ang mga katagang pang iinsulto sakin ng harap harapan. ayokong pinapahrapan mo ang kalooban mo ng dahil sakin. masakit para sakin un.

siguro bukas ko pa mararamdaman ung nana nang iniwan mong sugat sakin dahil ngayon wala akong maramdaman. ang masama nito pano kung walang nana dahil nauwi bigla sa necrosis ung sugat? ewan. makatulog na nga lang muna.

Path of The Wyrd – Chapter Three: I hold the answers from within : The Secrets of The Priestess

As the Fool journeys on along the path, he happened on a Priestess who rests in a chasm. He wonders why she was there in the first place for it was an odd place to be. The fool calls out to her, but there was no reply until silence was all they have then he heard her voice deep within his soul.

“I hold the secrets of life.”  Says she.

“Oh? how wonderful! Will you by chance, pray thee dear Priestess, tell me what these secrets may be?” Shouts the Fool down to the chasm.

“Silence….” 

“What on earth are you talking about?”

 “The silence of your thoughts holds the key. Only by listening to the silence shall you discover what it is you are set out to do.”

The Fool scratches his head for he thinks the words were merely a riddle that’s impossible to decipher.  

“I still cannot comprehend, my dear Priestess, can you give me a hint as to how I must discover these secrets that you preach?”

“Follow the way to within. The secret is only told when you journey beyond the limits of what you know. For when in doubt to what you seek, trust nothing but the voice within and the secrets shall flow like an unending spring….”

And so the Fool ponders on her last words and need not ask more, for his limited scope of reality is still not enough for him to comprehend the words. 

“With this, I take what you say to heart and pray the day that I will be able to understand your wisdom, my dear Priestess; and until that day I shall not rest but wander on to seek what is right for me.”

 

And so the Fool walks away from the chasm with a new goal and a new path before him.

random tales from yonder

in the end, what reason do i have for holding on to these feelings? it was as if the illusion had jokingly hid the truth right in front of my own trusted senses.

for what reason did reason have over me meeting such a cruel fate? as if its icy hands had gripped me for so long but i had not been able to realize because my body has already grown numb by its touch.

what is this that i see before me? a beautiful creature with lust for blood emanating from it’s eyes.. no, this is not .. it can’t be.. i had long denied myself of the reality of which now stands before me. He no longer exists. Nothing but a shell of what might have been.